'Musing Thoughts
Sunday, March 14, 2010
New stuff
For anything personal about me... nothing too deep, I'm not that interesting, go to my tumblr. but i have written a new fan fic that i figured someone might be interested in... it's for the Mortal Instruments and it is more of a collection of fic... a few one-shots... maybe more at some point but like everything else it has kind of stalled... but hey, you can find it on my fanfiction.net account... if you really want to know what goes on in my life, be my friend on facebook,just make sure to add a message saying you found me on here.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
New Blog, I kinda have one...
I got a tumblr... and it's alot easier to update there and i just kinda like it better... but i thinnk im going to connect the RSS feed... so that you can still see what i do!
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
The Book Thief
I Just finished The Book Thief, one of the best books I've ever read, i bawled my eyes out. It was such a well written book and i love the characters immensely. GREAT BOOK, hope you read it if you are reading this.
Sunday, August 2, 2009
I'm IN NEW YORK
Just to let y'all know I'm in New York for the week and i definitely will not be writing anything, too much to do. I hope ya don't mind but i've totally been sidetracked with like HP fics and i just bought The Book Thief, great book, so i probs wont be updating anything for a while... C'ya later
Saturday, July 25, 2009
From Russia: A Different Story Chapter 5
Disclaimer: Not Mine
Words: 763
I woke up the next day still wrapped around Tony, my morning wood pressed into his thigh. I quickly pulled away and got up. Once I had my jeans and shirt on Tony finally stirred and I gave him some more clothes to wear to college.
We ate breakfast and left for school, Tony sitting on my handle bars laughing all the way, and once we arrived of course the first person I saw was Michelle sitting on the green staring at me loathingly.
“When is that girl going to get over it?” I asked Tony.
“Give her some time Maxxie, it’s only been a couple days, are you saying you wouldn’t take a while to get over something like this?”
“No, I guess you’re right. Still she could be a little nicer about it and not stare at me, I mean I know im gorgeous but she doesn’t need to be jealous.”
“Really Maxxie, really?”
“What, just stating the obvious.”
We went through classes as usual, until Psychology, Angie was absent so we skipped and hung out on the green. We lit up some splif and began to relax into each other. Laying against Tony I placed my hand on his thigh rubbing back and forth comfortingly.
“I’ll be right back.” Said Tony while getting up.
“Where’re you goin’?”
“Nowhere, just the loo, like I said, I’ll be back.”
I lay back and closed my eyes. All of a sudden a something blocked out the sun casting a shadow over my face, I only assumed it was Tony.
“Heclosed my eyes. All of a sudden a something blocked out the sun casting a shadow over my face, I only assumed it was Tony.
“That was quick.”
“Maxxie, it’s me.” Said Jal.
“Oh, well come on, sit down.”
“Maxxie, I think there is something you should see.”
“What is It Jal?”
“Just come with me.”
“Is it Tony, Jal?”
“Just come with me.”
“Is it Tony?”
“Just come on.”
As I got up I began to panic. What could be so important that Jal had to show me rather than just telling me?
“Just promise me you won’t freak out, or go into some deep dark depression, Maxxie?”
“What is it Jal?”
She grabbed my head and twisted it so that I was looking at two people against a wall.
“So?” I asked. “It’s just two guys snogging.”
“Look closer.”
I did. I didn’t like what I saw.
“Fuckin’ ‘ell, Tony.”
“Shit, Maxxie, It’s not what it looks like, well, it is what it looks like, but I was just testing something out.”
“Really, what? Whether or not your tongue can clean ‘is tonsils?”
“No, I just wanted to, I don’t know, I just wanted to make sure that you’re the only, y’a know, guy I liked.”
“Oh, well that makes it completely OKAY, Tone, what the fuck? If you had doubts or somethin’ you should’a just told me, Jesus Tony.”
“It’s not that I had doubts, I just wondered if I was-“
“If you were what Tony, GAY?”
“Well, yeah!” he said shaking his head. “I wanted to know if I liked boys now, or if it was just something about you, and now I know, it’s just you, there is something so special about you that makes me love you, but only you.”
“I thought you said you were goin’ to try Tony, you promised you would try your hardest and it’s only been a day and you’ve fucked up, what’s to stop you from doing this again, just to make sure, what’s to stop you from goin’ off and fuckin’ Michelle again, just to make sure you still can, what’s to stop you from hurting me again? I know it’s only been a couple days Tone, but I need time to think about this. Alone.”
“So what, are you breaking up with me?”
“I don’t know Tony, at this point I don’t know anything except that you hurt me. I need some time apart, just don’t talk to me, leave me alone for a while, I’ll let you know what I think when I’m ready.”
I left him standing there, Jal glaring at him over her shoulder as we walked away. Once we turned the corner I sank to the floor and began to cry. I just let the tears flow, not making a sound. I rested my head on Jal’s shoulder as she stroked my head trying to comfort me.
“It’ll be alright Maxxie, just make sure you do what’s best for you.”
“What, no ‘I told you so’?”
Words: 763
I woke up the next day still wrapped around Tony, my morning wood pressed into his thigh. I quickly pulled away and got up. Once I had my jeans and shirt on Tony finally stirred and I gave him some more clothes to wear to college.
We ate breakfast and left for school, Tony sitting on my handle bars laughing all the way, and once we arrived of course the first person I saw was Michelle sitting on the green staring at me loathingly.
“When is that girl going to get over it?” I asked Tony.
“Give her some time Maxxie, it’s only been a couple days, are you saying you wouldn’t take a while to get over something like this?”
“No, I guess you’re right. Still she could be a little nicer about it and not stare at me, I mean I know im gorgeous but she doesn’t need to be jealous.”
“Really Maxxie, really?”
“What, just stating the obvious.”
We went through classes as usual, until Psychology, Angie was absent so we skipped and hung out on the green. We lit up some splif and began to relax into each other. Laying against Tony I placed my hand on his thigh rubbing back and forth comfortingly.
“I’ll be right back.” Said Tony while getting up.
“Where’re you goin’?”
“Nowhere, just the loo, like I said, I’ll be back.”
I lay back and closed my eyes. All of a sudden a something blocked out the sun casting a shadow over my face, I only assumed it was Tony.
“Heclosed my eyes. All of a sudden a something blocked out the sun casting a shadow over my face, I only assumed it was Tony.
“That was quick.”
“Maxxie, it’s me.” Said Jal.
“Oh, well come on, sit down.”
“Maxxie, I think there is something you should see.”
“What is It Jal?”
“Just come with me.”
“Is it Tony, Jal?”
“Just come with me.”
“Is it Tony?”
“Just come on.”
As I got up I began to panic. What could be so important that Jal had to show me rather than just telling me?
“Just promise me you won’t freak out, or go into some deep dark depression, Maxxie?”
“What is it Jal?”
She grabbed my head and twisted it so that I was looking at two people against a wall.
“So?” I asked. “It’s just two guys snogging.”
“Look closer.”
I did. I didn’t like what I saw.
“Fuckin’ ‘ell, Tony.”
“Shit, Maxxie, It’s not what it looks like, well, it is what it looks like, but I was just testing something out.”
“Really, what? Whether or not your tongue can clean ‘is tonsils?”
“No, I just wanted to, I don’t know, I just wanted to make sure that you’re the only, y’a know, guy I liked.”
“Oh, well that makes it completely OKAY, Tone, what the fuck? If you had doubts or somethin’ you should’a just told me, Jesus Tony.”
“It’s not that I had doubts, I just wondered if I was-“
“If you were what Tony, GAY?”
“Well, yeah!” he said shaking his head. “I wanted to know if I liked boys now, or if it was just something about you, and now I know, it’s just you, there is something so special about you that makes me love you, but only you.”
“I thought you said you were goin’ to try Tony, you promised you would try your hardest and it’s only been a day and you’ve fucked up, what’s to stop you from doing this again, just to make sure, what’s to stop you from goin’ off and fuckin’ Michelle again, just to make sure you still can, what’s to stop you from hurting me again? I know it’s only been a couple days Tone, but I need time to think about this. Alone.”
“So what, are you breaking up with me?”
“I don’t know Tony, at this point I don’t know anything except that you hurt me. I need some time apart, just don’t talk to me, leave me alone for a while, I’ll let you know what I think when I’m ready.”
I left him standing there, Jal glaring at him over her shoulder as we walked away. Once we turned the corner I sank to the floor and began to cry. I just let the tears flow, not making a sound. I rested my head on Jal’s shoulder as she stroked my head trying to comfort me.
“It’ll be alright Maxxie, just make sure you do what’s best for you.”
“What, no ‘I told you so’?”
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Oops...
So, yeah, SORRY. I've been so caught up in reading HP fanfiction that i have completely been neglecting writing. i literally have half of a page written for chpt 5 so i am just apologizing for my suckiness and i will get the next chapter out as soon as i have completed it.
P.S. who knew there were so many good HP fics out there and most of them are really long novel fics which i absolutely adore!!!
P.S. who knew there were so many good HP fics out there and most of them are really long novel fics which i absolutely adore!!!
Monday, July 20, 2009
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