From Russia: A Different Story Chapter 5

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I woke up the next day still wrapped around Tony, my morning wood pressed into his thigh. I quickly pulled away and got up. Once I had my jeans and shirt on Tony finally stirred and I gave him some more clothes to wear to college.
We ate breakfast and left for school, Tony sitting on my handle bars laughing all the way, and once we arrived of course the first person I saw was Michelle sitting on the green staring at me loathingly.
“When is that girl going to get over it?” I asked Tony.
“Give her some time Maxxie, it’s only been a couple days, are you saying you wouldn’t take a while to get over something like this?”
“No, I guess you’re right. Still she could be a little nicer about it and not stare at me, I mean I know im gorgeous but she doesn’t need to be jealous.”
“Really Maxxie, really?”
“What, just stating the obvious.”
We went through classes as usual, until Psychology, Angie was absent so we skipped and hung out on the green. We lit up some splif and began to relax into each other. Laying against Tony I placed my hand on his thigh rubbing back and forth comfortingly.
“I’ll be right back.” Said Tony while getting up.
“Where’re you goin’?”
“Nowhere, just the loo, like I said, I’ll be back.”
I lay back and closed my eyes. All of a sudden a something blocked out the sun casting a shadow over my face, I only assumed it was Tony.
“Heclosed my eyes. All of a sudden a something blocked out the sun casting a shadow over my face, I only assumed it was Tony.
“That was quick.”
“Maxxie, it’s me.” Said Jal.
“Oh, well come on, sit down.”
“Maxxie, I think there is something you should see.”
“What is It Jal?”
“Just come with me.”
“Is it Tony, Jal?”
“Just come with me.”
“Is it Tony?”
“Just come on.”
As I got up I began to panic. What could be so important that Jal had to show me rather than just telling me?
“Just promise me you won’t freak out, or go into some deep dark depression, Maxxie?”
“What is it Jal?”
She grabbed my head and twisted it so that I was looking at two people against a wall.
“So?” I asked. “It’s just two guys snogging.”
“Look closer.”
I did. I didn’t like what I saw.
“Fuckin’ ‘ell, Tony.”
“Shit, Maxxie, It’s not what it looks like, well, it is what it looks like, but I was just testing something out.”
“Really, what? Whether or not your tongue can clean ‘is tonsils?”
“No, I just wanted to, I don’t know, I just wanted to make sure that you’re the only, y’a know, guy I liked.”
“Oh, well that makes it completely OKAY, Tone, what the fuck? If you had doubts or somethin’ you should’a just told me, Jesus Tony.”
“It’s not that I had doubts, I just wondered if I was-“
“If you were what Tony, GAY?”
“Well, yeah!” he said shaking his head. “I wanted to know if I liked boys now, or if it was just something about you, and now I know, it’s just you, there is something so special about you that makes me love you, but only you.”
“I thought you said you were goin’ to try Tony, you promised you would try your hardest and it’s only been a day and you’ve fucked up, what’s to stop you from doing this again, just to make sure, what’s to stop you from goin’ off and fuckin’ Michelle again, just to make sure you still can, what’s to stop you from hurting me again? I know it’s only been a couple days Tone, but I need time to think about this. Alone.”
“So what, are you breaking up with me?”
“I don’t know Tony, at this point I don’t know anything except that you hurt me. I need some time apart, just don’t talk to me, leave me alone for a while, I’ll let you know what I think when I’m ready.”
I left him standing there, Jal glaring at him over her shoulder as we walked away. Once we turned the corner I sank to the floor and began to cry. I just let the tears flow, not making a sound. I rested my head on Jal’s shoulder as she stroked my head trying to comfort me.
“It’ll be alright Maxxie, just make sure you do what’s best for you.”
“What, no ‘I told you so’?”