I'm Crazy

i don't exactly know why i am sharing this with god knows who, but ever since i watched the end of Skins Season 2, i have been in somewhat of a Maxxie Depression. I like can;t live a day without looking Mitch Hewer or Maxxie up online and i've recently run out of Skins Fanfic to read and so am completely lost.

Don;t kill me, but i think im in love with a fictional character. With Edward from Twilight it was more of a Oh edward is cute, but whatever, but with Maxxie it is like he is the perfect character for me and like my dream guy, and so i feel completely upset that i can;t watch him anymore and so am begging my mother to buy me the first two seasons of Skins so i can watch it constantly. Anyways i try to sate my need for Maxxie by reading fanfics and looking at pictures of him online, but for some readon i get this terrible feeling in my stomach every time i see a picture of him i'm telling you i am completely in love with a fictional character, and it doesn't help that one of the hottest guys i've ever seen with the hottest accent i've ever heard plays him.

I have no idea what is wrong with me, but this new obsession with maxxie has driven me to drive myself to work on losing some weight and actually getting in shape, i hope to end up the type of guy that a Maxxie would date, GOD I HOPE SO, as my dream guy Maxxie is now what i will be looking for in any guy i meet and i know this will probably be my downfall in the future, but one good thing is it completely puts me off of any guy i currently go to school with.

If anybody is reading this and has any feelings similar to me, although i am a little obsessive so you might not, please give me any advice you have as to perk up my life cause at the moment i feel that without a Maxxie in my life, i will be lost forever, maybe i need to move to Bristol find a hot guy who looks like Mitch Hewer and dye his hair Platinum blonde.

I Wish!!